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09 November 2011 @ 09:56 pm
today  
I've been home alone with two very sick screaming children since 8 AM this morning....

My husband FINALLY comes home and says "you look tired." Thanks honey...that's the compliment I was wanting to hear.

I've read Mr. brown Can Moo Can You? at least 50 times today. At least being home I can read more often....

DEAR GOD, I need a vacation... or my other girls back because this isn't working how I thought

I wrote a poem for the first time in probably a year and a half. It felt good, It felt therapeutic!

I came into this knowing
But you don't have to rub it in
It's not as you promised
How do you lie to your best friend?
Keep building me up higher
To take some low blows
This is what I wanted
What you expected? Who knows?
When I say love I feel it
It reflects in the eyes of others
I mean what I say
You use sunglasses as covers
But you can't hide your actions
Or hide from what you've done
I said the words, I meant them
It's pain
But
it's real
And
It's fun.

"I've been downnnnn sooo longgggggggg that the end must be drawing near...." ~Jewel

And for the first time in like 4 years, I want a fucking cigarette.
 
 
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Jewel